No news to report

Not sure how this post is going to end up, cuz I don't think I have anything to say, but we'll see how that ends up!

Anyway, today is not a good day. I am feeling really down today, and my commute home this evening did not help at all. 4 accidents turned my 1 hour communte in to nearly 2 hours (including a stop to pick up dinner). I was not a real happy camper when I got home tonight. If I didn't like my job as much as I do, I'd probably look for something closer.

No word on the adoption front, but I really am not expecting anything for a couple more weeks. I sent another email asking for the receipt for our document submission to the embassy, but still no response. I am starting to worry that maybe they have not been submitted and just not wanting to tell us the truth - in all honesty, it would not surprise me in the least. I am holding on to hope that because R got word yesterday her docs are in Kaz now, that mine did at least make it to the embassy...hope....its a funny thing.....

I have been reading a lot of blogs lately about other families going through this rocess. It seems the process goes totally smooth for some and is a real bumpy road for others, with no middle road. I'd give anything to be on the middle road...I know better than to ask for the smooth path. I can at least hope for the middle ground...again hope....I guess though I must settle for the bumpy road.

Regarding the referral...I have gotten several emails about details. Please don't be offended, but I think we are going to keep the details a secret for now. At least until things become a bit more solidified. It's hard to explain the rational for this, but please know its more for my own mental well being than anything. Believe me, I will fill in ALL details if and when we finally finish this process.

Oh and to add to my "great" day...TRLL lost again today.